Begging God for healing? You don't have to convince God to heal you. He decided that when Jesus was nailed on the cross for YOU.

And so, Lord, where do I put my hope?My only hope is in You.
-Psalms 39:7 (NLT)

It's what you do when no one is looking that defines you.

If you ignore criticism, you will end in poverty and disgrace; if you accept correction, you will be honored. (Proverbs 13:18 NLT)

Don’t sin by letting anger control you.Think about it overnight and remain silent. -Psalms 4:4 (NLT)

Getting wisdom is the wisest thing you can do! And whatever else you do, develop good judgment. (Proverbs 4:7 NLT)

And you must love the Lord your God with all your heart, all your soul, all your mind, and all your strength.’ The second is equally important: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’ No other commandment is greater than these.”
-Mark 12:30-31 (NLT)

Pride compares itself to others,
Poverty compares itself to others,
Gratitude compares itself to God.

These things dominate the thoughts of unbelievers, but your heavenly Father already knows all your needs.
-Matthew 6:32 (NLT)